This blog was meant for me to record the positive moments in our family life as we grew and developed when I returned to work.
Today I cannot feel the positives.
Today Sprog cried for 15 minutes when we left the house.
Today he wanted to “stay home Mummy”.
Today he ended up playing happily at the park and making cakes…with my mum.
Today I spent the day at work feeling awful for leaving him.
Today I battled teenage girls who talk over me, ignore me and make me miss my happy smiley boy.
Today I worked my backside off at school to mark a whole set of assessments.
Today I worked my backside off after Sprog had gone to bed to mark a second set of assessments.
Today I have not had time to do the food shopping, washing up, unload the washing machine, make our lunches for tomorrow.
Today I was 3 hours late feeding the cat because all I could think about was work.
Today I cried… A lot.
Today…was pretty sh*t